New Year Resolution

Aku akan selalu berusaha untuk tidak mengeluh.

The Award Goes To...

let's say good bye to wonderful 2008 fulfilled by :


Craziest Crowd
belongs to
OSIS St. Mary High School '07-'08


Promising People
belongs to
Redaksi Kharisma '06-'08


Missable Moments
belongs to
Language Class '06-'08


Greatest Goal
belongs to
Graduation Day


Coolest Company
belongs to
Itha


Faithful Friend
belongs to
Bolu


Besties
belongs to
Nanda


Favorite Person
belongs to
Bu Kang


Sentimental Fool
belongs to
..him.


and let us welcome 2009!


HAPPY NEW YEAR
everyone!

XOXO

Christmas Eve

Hey you all! It's Christmas Eve already! I can't believe time moves so fast. It's like I was just standing in front of 586 students of my school (eliminate 31 of the students organization including me, as the singer), singing Santa Claus is Coming to Town. Yeah, remind me of how stupid the drama we were playing (well, actually it was played by them, because I'm just the scriptwriter... including the director as well, I guess. Also the narrator. See? Now you know why is it so bad. Nobody watched the show). I don't even know why were they asked me to make the show. So they think I'm creative, but don't they ever considered about my ability of organizing? I'm such a fool about it.

Okay, so my wish to get more working hours this christmas was just wishful thinking. So here I am, sitting all alone in my flat. No, they (okay, you can call them some friends) invited me to come along with them and having fun in Darling Harbour, but it's very cold and windy outside (as you already know what's my opinion about windy day... now it worse, windy night!), also they are real party animal, they're capable to partying until the sun comes, but me? Ha. For you are following this blog, you may have know what kind of group I'll fit in every teenager movies. Yeah, absolutely. The geeks.

Oh, for a blogger in the right side that commented about my writing, yeah, these days I started to use english... I guess I'll use it when I'm in the mood of thinking harder to write what's on my mind, ha! The thing is, I just want my finger tells more people about my stories, and I think english is the best choice. Most people understand english. Don't worry, when I'm able to write in Japanese, I'll let you know in about 10 million years later.

The same blogger apparently thinks I'm such an extraordinary girl for not falling to Robert Pattinson in Twilight. Well, I tell you one big secret. I am extraordinary. Not just my taste of guys (which is not quite good looking, as he admit himself), the fact that I don't get the fashion thing, make up, high heels, accesories, whatever you call it, I'm totally blind of it. Don't even mention the cooking, cleaning, sewing... Yeah, you get it already, I see. I'm so not ordinary girl. I'm abnormal. Uh-oh. I think I know why guys runaway from me. Ha!

OH! Don't forget one more thing why I'm so not ordinary: the fact that almost everyone thinks I'm younger than my real age. I mean, why is that???

Enough thinking about my difference from other normal girls, now I want to get a lil serious and review my life this year.

2008

In the end of 2007 (accurately at around my 17th birthday) I was broken hearted, which makes the big day perfectly a mess, and the disappointment remain for few first months of 2008.

Unluckily, the misfortune accompanied by school's practical final exam in January.

After that, trial exams fulfilling my days.

I was the runner up of the love letter competition at school on Valentine's gathering.

I won Japanese Contest on March 17th.

I disappointed again on April... right before the final exam.

The whole school stuff ended in May. So was the prom night held.

The graduation is in June.

Love (could I even called it love???) issue comeback in July.

Then my life is as boring as cheesy sinetrons (or widely known as soap opera) that you watch every single day on TV, that you don't deserve a word about it.

Nothing special in October. As always, my birthday never worth remembered. But this year I've got a really special gift from my schoolmate, she emailed me a video when we were in high school, which included my 17th birthday video that was made in the class.

Finally I arrived in Sydney on November 26th.


***

Hm. Seems like everything in my life is just perfect. Except the romance thing. Whatever. Uh it's Christmas! Merry Christmas everyone. I'll post my new year resolution later on. Keep on this track, kay. See ya around.

All I Want For Christmas...

is more working hours!!!

...thanks Santa. Amen.

What A Life!

Hai2 semua! Hari ini hari kelima aku kerja, dan dalam lima hari aku udah gonta-ganti sepatu lima kali juga. Ha! Uda kayak catwalk aja. Jadi gini, sebagai awam, hari pertama aku kerja pake keds putih. Pas aku perhatiin, semua orang pakenya sepatu item kulit ala kantoran gitu. Jadi minder sendiri ngerasa saltum. Yauda besoknya pake kayak gitu, noh gaya mbak2 kantoran ato ibu guru. Tapi kegedean sepatunya. Pas jalan nyeplak2 mulu. Uda terlanjur keluar apartemen, karna ga bawa kunci dan ga enak bangunin anak2 pagi2, terpaksa dipake aja. Nyampe supermarket disumpel tisu. Sampe sakit juga tetep nyeplak. Ah dasar sepatu murah.

Besoknya make warisan dari mami. Sebenernya haknya tinggi, sekitar 5 senti mungkin ada. Tapi mo gimana lagi. Yauda dipake. Kalo yang kemaren kegedean, yang ini sempit. Di tempat kerja akirnya nyeker2, kalo masuk supermarketnya baru pake sepatu. Pas jam pulang? Sepanjang jalan nyeker pake kaos kaki doank.

Akhirnya besoknya nyerah balik lagi ke sepatu andalan alias keds. Langsung berasa paling lincah, kaki juga gak menderita. (jadi kagum sama cewe2 yang make high heels... dari wedge sampe stiletto... apalagi yang bisa ampe lari2 segala! Buset, top deh) Tapi apa dikata, ketentuan kerja emang gitu... Jadilah hari minggu kemaren berburu sepatu. Dan tadi uda dipake, tapi meskipun ukurannya pas, haknya gak tinggi... solnya licin euy. Yah. Kayaknya aku emang gak jodoh sama sepatu2 selain keds... hehhehe.

Tadi juga pas kerja kan aku disuru ambil spidol sama yang training aku, trus aku minta ke orang Thai, refleks aja minta spidol. Dia bingung, 'What? Midol??'
Aku : (dalem ati : emang spidol bukan bahasa inggris yak? Bahasa inggrisnya apaan yak?!) Euh, you know, like pen...
Cewe Indo di meja kasir sebelah : 'Marker,'
Cewe Thai : 'Ah, marker...'
Aku : Yeah, in Indonesia we called it spidol... (malunya!)
Cewe Thai : But I'm not indonesian... (ngetawain aku)
Abis itu dia belajar bilang spidol, yang mana lidahnya kejepit mulu nyebut 'spi'. Gara2 tragedi spidol, sekarang si cewe Thai bakal selalu senyam senyum ngeliat aku. Dohhh.

Trus tadi sore interview KFC. Ketemu cewe cina yang (lagi2) ngira aku 15 taonan. Siyal, kenapa sih orang2 terus2an mendegradasi umurku seenaknya?

Oke, jadi orang yang interview aku cowo India, namanya saking anehnya (oke aku ngaku, penyakit short term memory ku yang harus disalahkan)... aku lupa. Hauahhauahauhau. Emang paling parah dah ngafalin nama orang. Yah pokoknya dia tanya macem2 standard orang mo ngelamar kerja lah. Aku pikir percuma juga si India ng-interview2 segala kalo yang ngelamar kerja available time nya gak sesuai sama yang dia offer. Mo hasil interviewnya se-mengesankan apaaa juga, kalo si India butuh availability pagi sementara si pelamar bisanya malem, bisa apa dia?

Oiya aku juga lupa mo crita kalo selasa minggu lalu perdana aku nonton bioskop di sini. Hahahah. Kenapa selasa? Nomat sih. Ehe. Dan satu2nya film yang bisa bikin aku cukup penasaran dan rela ngeluarin 10 bucks tidak lain tidak bukann... JENG JENG JENG... Twilight yang terkenal... Yang saking terkenalnya menjadi sangat mengecewakan waktu aku nonton filmnya, yang mana sangat nggak sesuai harapan! Akting, aktris, sound, semuanya mengecewakan. Bagiku, satu2nya yang 'ngangkat' di film ini cuman Robert Pattinson-nya doank. Itupun aktingnya, mungkin karna penyutradaraan yang payah, gak sesuai dengan karakter Edward yang digambarkan. Ditambah lagi agak bete abisnya lupa bioskop sini mah mana ada subtitle nya yak. Bengong aja dah ngeliatin orang2 ngomong kayak kumur2 di layar segede gaban. Kalo gak baca novelnya dulu, lost deh gua.

Btw sebelum film dimulai, para bule ngelakuin hal2 yang gak kusangka... kupikir Indonesia uda kampungan... ternyata sodara2... aku bingung ngapain yak mereka senam lantai dan bersalto ria di depan layar bioskop? Emang sih lagi nunggu film mulai, tapi sekurang kerjaan apapun... salto di depan layar bioskop? Euh, not such a good idea for me.

So What?

...so so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
and I don't need you
and guess what
I'm having more fun
and now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
and you're a tool
so so what?
I'm a rock star
I got my rock moves
and I don't want you tonight

you weren't there
you never were
you want it all
but that's not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
you weren't there
you let me fall

so so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
and I don't need you

.pink

Nowhere Left To Go

...and I can't help myself,
I keep falling for you all over again

it's like everytime i'm out the door
I'm right back in your arms all over again

I'm saying yes, I'm saying no,
I'm telling you; you gotta go
and then I wind up still here
staying all over
loving,
missing,
wishing you were here all over again...

pick up the phone and call your number
are you home?
can I come over?

oh why do we be like this?

.leona lewis

The Job

Hey, i think I got the job. Ha.

Jadi aku uda 4 hari training as shop assistant bagian fresh produce. Belakangan aku udah diajarin motong buah pake pisau gede yang kayak punyanya samurai2 di tivi2 itu loh. Bayangin dipake motong semangka versi raksasa? (semangka sini gede2 lohhh... um buah2 lain juga kebanyakan versi raksasa, I wonder why don't we got it in our country? But I'd read that small fruit contains more vitamins and all. So I guess it's equal, you know.) Yep. Tanganku udah gak utuh lagi. Back in high school, anak2 kos sering nanya kenapa bisa tanganku tetep halus sementara kita semua sama2 nyuci piring, dst. I'm kinda never notice it before. Tapi sekarang tanganku uda gak bisa dibanggain deh. Tangan kanan, tercatat enam goresan. Tangan kiri masih beruntung, cuman satu goresan. Nggak tau lagi nasibnya in the next weekend. Hehe.

But I think it's good to work there, though. Empat hari yang lalu, ngupas apel aja aku payah. Sekarang donk, ngupas buah2 raksasa uda bisaaa. Walopun ngupasnya masi kagok (do you have any idea into what my hand would be if I'm careless???), yang penting jadinya bisa dimakan lahhh. Hauahauhauah (pembelaan diri).

On the other hand, kapan itu manajer KFC telpon. Aku disuru interview hari senin besok. Actually, as an idealist person, aku nggak begitu suka sih kerja di resto fast food. Nggak sehat, gak ngedukung pencegahan global warming, dan dalam proses pembuatannya tidak ramah-binatang. Hakakkaka, bahasaku. Yah intinya begitu. Tapi aku tertarik buat dijadiin pengalaman aja sih.

A friend of mine used to call me 'workaholic', because I tend to overdo a lot of things, take several responsibilities at one time. I think it just because I don't like having nothing to do. I hate wasting time, that's why I hate holidays, hahahha. Gak juga sih, kadang kalo lagi stres kepengen ada jeda sedikit just to breath, tapi sekalinya libur sekian hari aja, udah gak tahan. Hehe.

That's why I decided to come over at monday. Kepengennya sih kerja seharian dan nyampe rumah blek langsung tidur ampek pagi lagi, kerja lagi, gitu terus ampe kiamat. Hehe. One thing I love the most about working is the working itself. Hm... I like the money, of course, but even if they don't pay me, I'll prefer to work than just being at home doing nothing.

Hm. Maybe it's just I don't get a hateable manager yet. Hahahhaha.

Social Person

'Kenapa kok nggak pergi keluar? Sakit ya?'

...
Nggak. Emang semua orang harus pergi keluar ya kalo nggak sakit? Nggak boleh kalo cuman pengen di rumah?

But all I said was just, 'Nggak.'

In most of psychology test, I'm confuse whether I'm an introvert or extrovert. The thing is, I could be very outgoing with some people. And the rest of them? Friend whose close to me would never imagine how antisocial I could be.

Sometimes I found it's really hard to just hang around with people. Have you ever going out with crowd, and still feel very lonely? For me, I prefer to go alone.

Orang2 mungkin suka bermanis mulut, mereka seringkali menyebut kegiatan munafik ini sebagai 'basa-basi', so they could socially acceptable. Kamu boleh bilang aku kaku, atau masih anak2 dan gak ngerti seni bersosialisasi, or whatever shit you said, I just will say sweet if I really meant it. Take it or leave it.

And don't you dare to sweet mouthed me, I could see whether it's a fake or not. The thing is, I hate to be helped. I'll always feel like I owed you one. And I'll always try to find a chance to help you back. That's why I prefer not to accept help from other people except my closest friends, or in emergency, I'd just accept help which I could pay back someday.

Oya, FYI, not every people love to be outside. Some people just like to be home, reading great books. Not every people need to hang out everyday to spend money in the bar, drink and smoke, stay up until 03.00 A.M. and wake up the next morning in hurry because they've got a job which they won't lose. I don't get why are you grumpying about how you'd being broke, but still going out to the shopping centre and spend money on 'so called SALE stuff'. If you're broke, you'd be out to get another part-time job, isn't it the logic, or am I the one who's insane here?

So, yeah. Go out of my way. I have my own way to live. I'm no longer a kid, whose afraid of not fit in the crowd, scared of being alone without friends. Well, I just don't need fake, sweet-mouthed friends. You could think I'm a freak being such an antisocial. I was just trying to be nice, rejecting your invitation to go out by saying i'm tired or I hate the weather or whatever, the truth is,

I just don't wanna be with y'all.

None

Yep, my mom left this morning.

So what? I'm eighteen, I'm mature enough to take care of myself.


And FYI, I've been lived without my parents since I'm 14.

I'm used to be left alone.



I'm used to live on my own.



Don't give that look. Just take care your own business.

Sydney Life Recently

Jadi, hari ini hari terakhir si nyokap nemenin aku tinggal di Sydney. Aku nganter sampe dia naek taxi doank abisan kalo ke airport juga mahal euy. Kebetulan ada kenalannya temen yang sama2 pulang ke Indonesia juga, jadi nebeng. Ini bagus banget karna nyokap sama sekali buta bahasa inggris, sedangkan si kenalan bisa bahasa inggris. Tadinya aku udah bingung takutnya tar si nyokap nyasar ke Timbuktu, aku lagi yang disalain bokap.

The funny thing is, pas nyokap mo naek taxi, malah si temen ini yang nangis. *dalem hati: buset, kenapa ni anak kok mewek?* kayaknya gara2 si temen ini nangis, nyokap jadi ikut berkaca2 deh. Ah payah.

Trus kan aku balik ke apartemen. Lanjut tidur donk. Abisnya sejak ga sekolah uda biasa tidur ala kelelawar. Uda gitu tiba2 para cowok maen masuk aja ke kamar. Buset dah untung kaga ada yang ganti baju di kamar.

Juniardi : (ngeliat2 ke penjuru kamar dengan teliti hati2)
Aku : (balik badan buka selimut *udara Sydney dingin coy*) Ngapain???!
Jun : Eh Vin kamu liat MP3 nya Erni gak?
Aku : Kaga' (balik badan tutup selimut)

Hm. Maunya sih gitu.

Aku : Kaga'. Kenapa?
Jun : Di mana ya? (nyari2)
Aku : (bantu nyari2) di sini kali (buka laci Erni)
Jun : AH! (ternyata ada underwear sodara2. Jangan salahkan aku. Ini akibatnya menerima bantuan dari orang yang blon sepenuhnya bebas dari alam mimpi)
Aku : Ups.

Yah. Pokoknya kita nyari2 sampe geledah2 tasnya segala. Tentu aja dengan Jun sibuk nyuruh2 : 'ITU. Singkirkan.' Hahahhaha. Kemarin malem juga sama kasusnya. Tengah malem pas aku selese bantuin nyokap packing, Ano bisa tiba2 bilang, 'Vin, minta tolong bisa nggak?' Aku, karna shock nggak biasa dimintain bantuan sama Ano (yang notabene agak pendiam), manggut2 aja. Ternyata dia mo ngeringin baju buat dipake kerja besok, tapi bajunya si Erni (yang cukup banyak mengandung underwear) masih di mesin pengering, kaga diambil. Sementara cewek2 pada pergi jalan2 ke Darling Harbour (iya, emang gue yang paling cupu, anak rumahan). Jadi, aku satu2nya cewek yang bisa dimintai tolong.

Oiya ada lagi yang lucu. Kan pas si Jun lagi maen2 ke kamar cewe, ngajakin ke Opera House. Trus dia liat ke luar jendela (yang notabene para cewek jadikan jemuran underwear), dia langsung komentar, 'Wah banyak Superman' Dasar! Abis gitu setelah dari Opera House Erni ngeluh aja gitu underwearnya ada yang ilang. Emang pas itu anginnya kenceng banget, payungku yang dikeringin di luar aja ampe ancur. Cuman tetep aja. Bayangin tetangga2 di bawah nemuin underwearnya. Huahahhahahah. Ada2 aja.

Yap, one thing i hate the most about Sydney' weather is... it's very windy outside. Dan dengan rambut singaku, well, keluar rumah jadi ide yang tidak terlalu menarik buatku. Haha. Alasan utamanya sih aku langsung ngerasa pusing dengan angin sedahsyat di sini. Lebih milih udara dingin sekalian deh daripada berangin. Kalo di film mah berasanya keren kalo rambut diterbangin angin gitu, ngerasain langsung mah adanya juga masuk angin.

Btw sekarang aku ngerti kenapa cuaca bisa jadi topik pembicaraan buat orang2 barat. Karna di sini, saking cepetnya cuaca berganti, jadi patut diperbincangkan oleh orang2 yang jadi tertunda kegiatan2nya. Sydney lagi memasuki summer, pas dateng aku heran kenapa bisa dibilang summer *dingin gila woi!* dan ternyata orang sini juga ngeluh kok. Kutipannya di koran nih ya *wuih anak koran gw di sini wkwkwkwk* 'the weather is terrible, you can't even tell it's summer!' nah lo, so why the hell are you keep saying that it's summer when it's not hot AT ALL??? Then what supposed to be called winter??

On the other hand, besok aku disuruh dateng buat training ke supermarket di Oxford Street, about fifteen minute by foot from the apartment, so just wish me luck guys. Tinggal di sini tanpa ke sekolah, tanpa ada kerjaan, makes me desperately want this job. Okay, gotta go. Sebaiknya aku tidur sekarang biar besok bisa bangun pagi DAN sempet mandi DAN sempet mengumpulkan jiwa buat bener2 sadar sebelum memulai training. See ya around!

Pengemis Ala Bondi Beach

Bondi Beach Trip

Lagu

Kadang, kamu hanya perlu menyingkirkan jazz dari playlist-mu

untuk akhirnya mencintai punk.

Lagi, Tentang Langit

Angin,
tolong sampaikan padanya,

'Masih tinggi langit dikejar,
tak perlulah ia singgah ke sini'

Katakan padanya,

'Sebab di sini tak'kan ia temukan aku menunggu,
karena
aku sudah lelah menengadah,
langit punya terlalu banyak awan dan bintang.'

Mie Instan

Alasan kenapa aku cinta mie instan:

1. Murah! Meskipun di sini ada mie instan dari Jepang yang harganya 20 dolar... (dikali 8000 untuk kurs ke rupiah) T.T
2. Bisa aja kamu lebih bego dari aku dalam urusan masak memasak, tapi masak mie instan? Pasti enak!
3. Praktis. Nggak usa nyiapin lain2, beberapa menit aja uda cukup. Dalam keadaan darurat sangat menolong.

Alasan kenapa meskipun aku cinta mie instan, aku tetap berkomitmen untuk nggak makan mie instan sejak tahun lalu tapi tetep aja bolong2 karna tergoda ketiga adekku yang dengan seenaknya berseliweran di rumah dengan bau semerbak wangi mie instan:

1. Aku yakin dan percaya penikmat mie instan akan mengalami penurunan kinerja otak (yang mana, dengan status sebagai pelajar, sangat aku hindari).
2. Mie instan diawetkan dengan lilin, sehingga memakannya dalam jangka waktu yang lama secara kontinu akan membuat lilin2 tersebut menumpuk di perut dan akan segera membahayakan kehebatan tuan Ginjal dalam membersihkan racun2 di perut kita.
3. Aku yakin dan percaya segala yang murah, praktis dan enak, tidak dapat dipercaya kualitasnya. T.T

Walaupun begitu kemarin aku tergoda nyoba mie instan dari Thailand, rasa Tom Yam gitu. Wah, gila enak banget. Mumpung di sini aku akan nyoba segala macam mie instan dari berbagai negara! I mean... banyak banget loh! Benar2 menggiurkan! Lagian mumpung di sini... hehheheh... Well. Catch ya later!

Awake

Hi there. 10 menit menjelang jam dua pagi waktu Sydney. Ngantuk, tapi nggak bisa tidur. Untuk alasan yang nggak pernah bisa kumengerti.

Hari ini aku ke bank. Bahasa inggrisku jelek. Tapi staf yang menangani aku bersabar menungguku ber-mm, e..., ngng. Bersabar menjelaskan ulang apa yang tidak bisa ditangkap telingaku. Meluangkan waktu untuk kepentinganku.

Yah. Mungkin karna dia dibayar juga sih kerja di sana.

Tapi bahwa dia nggak menyisipkan nada tidak sabar dalam tone suaranya, bahwa dia tetap tersenyum bahkan setelah sadar dia harus menjelaskan ulang untuk ketiga kalinya supaya aku mengerti... Well, I appreciated it a lot.

Kamu?

Seberapa banyak waktu yang kamu sediakan untuk orang yang bukan siapa2 mu?
Seberapa tulus setiap senyum di wajahmu?

Quote Of The Week

"I make mistakes,
I am out of control
and at times hard to handle.

But if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

—Marilyn Monroe

Song For A Friend

by Jason Mraz

As long as you got me
and I got you

you know we'll got a lot to go around
I'll be your friend
your other brother

another love to come and comfort you

and I'll keep reminding


even if it's the only thing I ever do


I will always love


I will always love you



yes you.

Online at College

a quick fun update :

[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses/contacts.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.